Sometimes at 2am

I want to wake you and say it all again

but I end up a disturbance
with no new words to speak

you forgive me without question
but I forget to listen

this well-intentioned insomnia
must interrupt such wondrous dreams

perhaps there I am your prince
and you don’t recognize me in the morning

maybe in those labyrinthine fantasies
we’ve never met
but you long for someone like me

such wretched restlessness
I, aching to be seen

and you rise the next day
eyes wide, kissing me

but by then, in mourning
I decline to receive

how long before a loving gesture expires?

does it slowly sour like fruit in a dim fridge
or can it last a Winter hidden, heralding Spring?

the air could then clear
and I could climb mountains of memory

if I can feel the love now
conceivably
I could accept it this time around
celebrating the sustenance it brings

and though another night may invite equal themes

this arena is mine
and there is no enemy

Another Chance To Love And Then Love Again

Emptying my sorrows into the great Mother
whose effortless presence heals hearts

whose rivers welcome tears
and offer clear reflection

a warm blanket

calming sounds found in the droning stream,
eardrums receiving openly

she holds me lovingly with arms unseen

this is a baptism without a preacher

this is a cleansing

I return refreshed
but the scenery holds painful memories

old habits
encircle my breathing
and color my surroundings

anxious words weaving in and out of serenity

each reaction
a gunshot
triggering

another chance to Love and then Love again

each new sensation
fresh with possibility

inviting space,
another chance to truly see;
fear-filled illusions too easily believed

this little voice still waits for a hand to hold

trembling, I hesitate

the Mother is now me

me, who sits and watches from the edge of all things

me, who daily tends the garden of my own awakening

seeds sit patient
waiting to be watered

finally cultivating,
insights received

explosive wisdom flaring

softly scheduled demolitions

decrepit buildings crumble
and their destruction finds me back at the Mother’s stream

fresh air,
felt upon the corners of suffering

simplicity noticed in the breeze

another waking dream witnessed

another battle seen

another chance to Love and then Love again

another little victory

We live in a fast-paced world and it keeps getting faster.

That’s why I’ve decided to start releasing alternate, condensed versions of all my music.

To begin, here is the sped-up version of my debut album “G̶e̶n̶t̶l̶y̶ (Quickly)”

Now you can digest the whole 45-minute album in only 10.5 minutes and have more time to do important things like obsessively check Facebook and delete spam emails!

"Wavering Not"

The soft pounding of an innocent heart
                 behind a seasoned chest
     reverberates gently
filling the auditorium of a life well-lived

Harmonizing brilliance with humility
                     using scales found
only in the deep caverns of the infinite

To walk a course between comfort and passion
wavering not at the sight of illusory suffering

i3USB Drives:400+ minutes of music on a 4GB drive for $20
Hey everyone!
This past weekend, I decided to run a limited-time half-off sale on my i3USB drives via Facebook.
After an unbelievable response, I’ve chosen to extend the sale for 5 more days before raising the price again.
The drive comes pre-loaded with my entire music collection so far including ALL of the officially-released albums and tons of bonus stuff.
»Click here to order the i3USB drive for only $20.«
By purchasing the i3USB, not only do you get to intimately explore the inner-workings of Infinite Third, you also get to support my future as an artist.
With Spring approaching, many new projects are preparing to blossom and I’m so looking forward to sharing them with you.
I’m thankful for all your support and please feel free to contact me about ANYTHING.
Love and Respect.
- Billy

i3USB Drives:
400+ minutes of music on a 4GB drive for $20

Hey everyone!

This past weekend, I decided to run a limited-time half-off sale on my i3USB drives via Facebook.

After an unbelievable response, I’ve chosen to extend the sale for 5 more days before raising the price again.

The drive comes pre-loaded with my entire music collection so far including ALL of the officially-released albums and tons of bonus stuff.

»Click here to order the i3USB drive for only $20.«

By purchasing the i3USB, not only do you get to intimately explore the inner-workings of Infinite Third, you also get to support my future as an artist.

With Spring approaching, many new projects are preparing to blossom and I’m so looking forward to sharing them with you.

I’m thankful for all your support and please feel free to contact me about ANYTHING.

Love and Respect.

- Billy

Tiny lanterns in the sky

complementary patterns
interlocking

made obvious by the way
she prefers the dashboard statues to face ahead

"they want to see where we’re going, too"

and the way he turns them back around
so as to have their attention

Dredg - “Quotes”

There’s a way
A way to get out of here
To escape these storms and find some shelter
To rid of your darkness, to rid of your boredom

There’s somewhere
Somewhere that you can go
It’s obvious, well, well it’s apparent
It’s right in front of you
So reach out and take it
And just let go

Our sobriety will diminish
Discriminate we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow
Let go, Let go

There’s a way
A way to squash all of your fears
When everyone around you seems to be a stranger
You feel their eyes upon you
Your hearing their thoughts
As they walk away their voice grows louder

Illusions illuminate
While your delusions dictate your next move
You’re bound by deception and a misled direction
So just let go

Our sobriety will diminish
Discriminate we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow
Let go, Let go, Let go

There’s a way
A way out of here

There’s a way
A way out of here

So just let go

Our sobriety will diminish
Discriminate we fade slow, fade slow
These drugs will expand us
United we will grow
Let go, Let go

The moment is a ghost

floating sporadically
between nowhere and everything

unmasked it is found to be me
playing a solo game of hide and seek
and losing

under the curtains
I notice a pair of curious shoes
belonging to no one

disoriented now
the shoes are on my feet

knees weak
it begins to hit me

this is the end

no more games
only playing

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